Remon, Give Me Back My Baby

The ball bounced and the gate opened. I didn't move a bit. I let my body move on its own. A woman with red lips and a pale complexion went out. I met him, and he was surprised to see me. "Hi?" "Who are they?" it sounded like an angel. It's annoying. I can't understand and feel the annoyance, so I'll bite. Why him? My kids are with her. And I, the mother, cannot. "I am lost, I can't see the way home," I said. Then she nodded. "Anyways, I'm Yhra Santos." Her eyebrows raised for a moment, and he seemed to be trying to remember something. "I'm Danary. Sorry, you look familiar." I laughed softly and shook my head. If I looked familiar, well, I'm the only mother of the children you adopt and say are my children. The thickness of her face! "Perhaps you made a mistake, because I just saw you now," she nodded, seemingly thinking. If she wasn't taking care of my children, I might have hit her with a bottle of wine, so why at our old house with Remon? Is he struggling because his wife can't build a new house? "No, I saw you on the catwalk in Paris. You're a model. Didn't Versace and Channel? " I giggle and sway my hand. It's embarrassing that she still recognized me. I was just forced then. They also didn't want to believe that I had a child. I missed the allowance that my father gave me then, so I worked as a part-time model. "It's rare, it's embarrassing." I shook my head, then he laughed. She looks amazed that she remembers now. "I can't believe you're Pinay. You look like a British model. You look like Lesley Presley. She's also Pinay and a famous model. That's my husband's ex. My bad." I can't hide my smile. Lesley, again, that's also a reason why I don't want to become a model. Because of Lesley, it's annoying when people say that I look like her, it's also her fault, if she didn't ditch Remon, I am living at peace and harmony now. "Yes I am. Anyway, I need to go." I said, acting like I really need to go. "If you have spare time, I'd like to meet you again. Can you work with me? I have a small clothing line and I just started last month. I will pay you well. I just don't see my taste in the model, so I can't hire her." I smiled and accepted her calling card, a woman with a golden spoon in her mouth. "Sure, I will. But I'll clear my schedule first and I'll call you after. Is that okay?" She clapped her hand and shook my hand. I don't know if she was pretending to be nice or she is really nice. I can't tell. I'm too paranoid about everything. I got back in the car and got out. I felt my chest tighten. I saw my two kids. Running to Dana's direction and hugged Dana's thigh. I wipe my tears and feel the pain again. Every day, I can't help but be hurt and feel how much the world will treat me. It's like I am living in hell. They brought me to Paris, and then they saw me in the alley. The ring he gave me is still in my neck, and I can't take it off because it's a part of being human, and it's a test for me to try everything I have. They brought me to Paris, and then they saw me in the alley; the ring he gave me is still in my neck, and I can't take it off because it's a part of being human, and it's a test for me to try everything I have. I study and do everything to earn money while I study. Yhna, who is my sister, was sent to school by papa. There. There is no clear discussion about whether Mama and Papa got back together because I was the only one who refused to reconnect with the two of them. I regularly walk in fashion shows, advertisements for clothing lines, and more. When I first started building my own name in modeling agencies, they told me that my face and pictorials were very distinctive. I went home and returned to the Philippines because my father was sick. He found out that Lorraine is not really his daughter, but is the daughter of his real wife with someone else. He had had a heart attack. It's It's good that mom is living with my father and was taken to the hospital. Lorraine and her daughter were angry because they wanted my father's death so they could get the money and be free from him, what a selfish person, all they think about is money and the assets that my father build while he is at his prime years. I had to go home to fix what Lorraine messed up and help my father. It's It was exactly three months ago after I graduated in business administration and modeled in Paris. I have a good friend, but we rarely talk. She's Athanasia, and she is known as a well-reared daughter, but little they know that Thana is a bitch. I smile and remember Carlo when I pass Osmak. He disappeared after that day. He ruined my life, my everything. I trusted a worthless person. He's a good man, but he still wrecks my whole life. That's why he's not a good man in my eyes. eyes. I whispered and my plans started coming out. every Every plan came out of me spontaneously. How can I get my son back? How can I hurt him, Remon? How can I destroy them? How can I watch them sink to the ground while I'm up there, seeing them struggle in their way to get up? up? I walked out of the car after I parked the car. I just had an appointment with the doctor since I feel that I need to know if I am healthy or not. I also want to see Remon. I took off my shades and went straight to the VIP. I had arranged for Remonise to come and check on me. I noticed him in his office, and his secretary was staring at me. I just stopped in front of him and took out my ID and my reservation. "I'm Yhra Santos." I went to Remon's office, hoping to see him suffer and to regret every decision he chose while I am at the verge of sinking. I hold the picture frame, where my children is smiling, they look like a happy family there, how funny is that. I am the real mother, yet, I can't have my children. I am the one who bare them for nine months, no one else but me. "Sorry, I am late–" he didn't continue what he is about to say, when I dropped the frame on purpose and show my grin to him, Remon looked tensed. "Oh sorry, I just got fascinated by the family picture, I didn't mean to drop it, Mr. Remon." I bit my tongue, to stop myself from smiling, god! I didn't know that seeing him suffer will bring satisfaction to me. I will be your living nightmare. Remonise.

"What are you doing here?" He asked while looking at me. My unexpected visit made him uncomfortable. I was in his office where I was first exploited, taking advantage of my weakness. "Is that how you say hi to your patient?" I stood up and slowly approached Remon's place. He couldn't believe that I was standing right in front of him. "Well, I am your patient now. I feel sick, Doctor. Can you help me?" I tried to tease him but he didn't pay attention to me. Instead he pushed me a little to get out of his way and he sat down and let me stand. "Ms. Santos, can you tell me what happened to you or how you feel?" I smirked and sat in front of him, staring at Remon for a moment, then shaking his head. He didn't change anything. He looks worse now. Why? Is he not happy with Dana? "I feel devastated. My chest hurts while all the time I always think that I am alone." He sighed, then shook his head and wrote something on the paper and signed it. "It's a recommendation from me to try this psychiatrist. Your problem is in your brain." I try my best to keep it cool even though my hand is really shaking and not to hit or hurt him. "Must be love on the brain," I said, trying my best to tease him, I wanted to see his reaction and to get him pissed off. Every time I look at him, all the aches and pains come back. I have memories of yesterday that keep coming back to me even though several years have passed. There are wounds that are really hard to heal, especially if the sacrifices and patience ended up in vain. "Excuse me, aren't we professional here? I am your patient and you're my doctor. Don't tell me you haven't moved on after those years that you're happily married with Dana." He looked stiff when I talked fearlessly. I didn't hesitate on every word that came out of my mouth. "I can't move on. My fiance cheated on me for the second time." I laugh hard and hold my stomach. I can't believe that the man who do a grave mistake is complaining about cheating, as if he didn't commit or done something horrible, than cheating? Or maybe he's just blind because he doesn't want to look stupid for the decision he made before. "You're stupid. How did you get fooled if you just set everything up? Well, I won't waste my time explaining some past that makes me miserable. I don't want to go back to the things that destroyed me. All I wanted was my children." This time, he smirked at me and laughed sarcastically. "From the day you had sex with Carlo, you lost your rights to your children Yhra, until my last breath, children will not recognize you." I can't hide the madness and irritation in my eyes. It's good to be hurt again and again. "Yes, tell that to the court. I hope your reasons are valid, because if they prove that all your accusations against me are wrong, You're doomed. Your children will be further away from you." I gently caress his cheeks and smile at him. He never changes at all. "If you could handle me then, well. You can't do the same thing that you've done to me, not now, not tomorrow, and not in the future. I will fight for the rights of my children, because I am just their mother, only me." He shook your hand and glared at me. I need to make him mad at me. I want to give the same old medicine that he fed me with ignorance. "You have no right to children. A woman like you has no place in my children's lives. You are so dirty and have no self-respect." I slapped him hard, my hands shaking with annoyance and anger. "Perhaps you are forgetting, Remonise, who really defiled my person? Don't tell me you've already forgotten what you've done to me. I accept it. Everything that you did was a mistake. Who could be more stupid than me? Then again, can you tell me? You lost, you let go of the woman you can foo for the second time." I distance myself. Maybe the slap will be worse and it will be followed by something worse. "Well, thank you for hurting and dragging me down. You only made my anger and hatred for you even more alive. I will see you anywhere in court. I will get my children back Remon, mark my words." I put down my calling card before walking out. I can feel that anytime, my chest will collapse from the weight and pain. I rushed into the elevator, burst out crying, and cried hard.The pain is that even though it's been a few years, he still hasn't been enlightened by his kindness to me. "You are so shameless!" I shout at the top of my lungs. I gently wipe away my tears and watch my reflection. I look like the same Yhra before. Crying in pain and looking weak "Why, I don't understand." I walked out and headed to the parking lot. I opened my car and quickly called Athanasia, and she answered my call right away. "What, I'm here at work, very busy." I start sobbing hard and wiping my tears away, even though it's repeated and doesn't want to stop. "My girl. That's where you are, I told you. Before that meeting, that jerk was not a good move. I'll take you to my cousin who is hotter and can bang you hard, so you can forget the pain,and the pain will convert at your pussy." I drive my car away while listening to her voice. I find it relaxing. I met her in the States, in Vegas. She's shouting and throwing her phone at the car and throwing stones at it. I helped her and brought her to my house, since I stayed there for a while for some projects. I just met her. After that, I became friends with her. "What are you doing there? Stop me. I'm a single mom. Are you crazy?" I hissed, saw the building where she works, and parked my car without being stopped.

"Where are they?" I raised an eyebrow and forced a smile. It's hard to communicate with the doctor. "Athanasia Del Russo," the secretary was nervous, and someone called and accompanied me to the floor where Thana was lying. "Ma'am, what's your agenda? Because–" I try my best to keep all of my patience, but it just runs out fast, especially when the person I'm talking to makes a fool of me. "I am one of her friends. I just talked to her a minute ago, after I came here. Do I still need to tell Athanasia that her secretary is blocking me at the bottom?" She looked away and left me in front of Thana's office. She was drinking while playing darts, sipping the wine slowly and waiting for the door to open, so she immediately handed me the wine and then kissed me. "Just got home, got into a fight right away?" She's mocking me and I just drank it all and lit my cigarette and leaned on the sofa, watching her play darts. "You know that I am weak when it's my children." She shook her head, then I poured the wine and slowly walked towards Athanasia. Her age is close to mine. "Don't talk to Remonise any more. You looked so smug at him that he thought you wanted to get back together with that earth louse." This woman's mouth really had no filter. "Who said I would go after the man who ruined my life?" She smirked and drank the alcohol in her glass and laughed at me. "I'm going to believe you, Yhra. Isn't it obvious that you still love him despite what he just did to you and your children? You're crazy, you're a masochist if you go back to him!" I feel like I'm going to lose my eyes when I touch Thana. "Excuse me, I don't intend to be with him, again!" Thana's eyes were shining and she came to me. She held my hand and smiled sweetly. I know she smiles like that. His behavior was so demonic that he didn't realize that his fiance couldn't handle his behavior. "Seduce him! Seduce him away from his wife. After all, you are my ex-fiance, and hello. You have his child, so everything is easy!" I pushed her slightly and sip on the alcohol. After that, I throw away the cigarette butt and adjust my seat. "I don't want to be a hooker, Thana. If there is another idea, I will accept it, except for that. What the heck? My mother will kill me for what I am doing." I smiled and walked inside his office and looked at the picture frames. It's her with her family. There is a picture frame that is broken. It's her with a woman, as if they were on an island. "It's up to you. Don't you want to know if your presence has an effect on him, if it works? Do you believe that?"I smacked her mouth and shook my head. She's talking about Ismael. I met a guy in the UAE before when I had some important shoots and shows, and he's fucking handsome. I always call him Daddy, but he's like a baby boy. "Stop it, he's still young." Well, nothing should happen to us. He's asking if I can date him, and up until now he's been waiting for my response. I already said that I have children. He doesn't care. "It's more delicious, it's spicy." The more I massaged my forehead, the more stressed I was about what I was going to say and what came out of Thana's mouth. The headache. Sometimes I want to put some duck tape to Thana's mouth. Because apart from being rude and obscene, all she wants to release from her mouth is sex. One time, when I had dinner with her, she said sperm all of a sudden. Clearly, she loves to swallow some semen. I was so shy and that I was going to the restroom, and I almost spilled what I was eating on the person walking past our table. "Can you please stop saying some lewd words for a minute? I'm more stressed by your mouth, Athanasia," she laughed confidently and just as the door to her office opened. "This crater made a billionaire happy. Don't!" Her cousin covers her mouth and smiles awkwardly at me, "Please bare with her, she's getting insane because her fiance left her-what the heck Thana, is there something you can do, instead of hurting me!" It's been more chaotic in the office, and the cousins are throwing stones, but I haven't been hit yet. The two of them are a mess. "After you've been gone for three months, only profanity will come out of your mouth Thana, you should be ashamed of your guest" "Why should I be ashamed of that? She's not a virgin anymore, have a twin already out of her pussy! Then another dick that is possible to enter her pussy is an Arabic dick, oh god gracious!" The plastic cup I threw hit Thana's head and ran out. Damn it, why did I come here in the first place? I hurriedly walked downstairs and Thana's shouts chased me, I show my middle finger and smirk "I'll be back, next time I won't throw glasses!" I giggle and close the elevator, why does this woman have the power to influence. I smile and open my bag, look for the calling card from Dana, I dial her number and wait, it took five rings before she answered the call so my irritation didn't go away. "Hi, this is Yhra Santos, I am available tomorrow. Can we have a meeting about your offer. My manager is coming with me tomorrow" I can feel her smile even though I can't see it. I walked to the direction of my car and opened it. "Sure! Thank you for calling, by the way, I will clear my schedule tomorrow. I'll send the details where we can hold the meeting. I'm happy to hear that you will work with us!" the cigarette gently touched my lips and my eyes were closed and I blew out the smoke when I lit it. "It's my pleasure to work with you. See you tomorrow" I hung up and opened my eyes, opening my wallet. After a long time of hiding and gathering strength. This is that day. I lit the photo of me and Remonise and watched it burn. Thrown away when I couldn't hold on to it anymore. "You needed me, Remonise"

I was surprised at Rashid's kiss on me. It was like I was there. I pushed him hard and turned away from me, for what else was that kiss? "I'm so sorry, Yhra, I just brought it." It recovered as I pushed and hugged me again. I could feel the fear and frustration. I didn't know how to calm down. "Fuck, I still have a meeting with Dana." I slapped my right hand on my forehead and hurried to walk closer to my car and turned around in Rashid's direction. This little man owed a reward from me. I thought and he seemed to be happy with my reward later. I will also report to the police later. I didn't know what to do next time Carlo came up and could do more. "Rashid, I'm really sorry, but I have to go. Let's talk later in my unit. That's right there. I will be there after this meeting," I smiled and got off the car to kiss Rashid's cheek. Rashid, His face went red. She was so handsome as her face was red. "You're blushing Rashid," I joked, and he looked away and turned away because of shame. He looks adorable. It was nice to eat and be included in my meeting. But I'm going to go with Mom and Dad. "I have to go, see you later," I say as I look him in the eyes and stroke his cheeks.I then got in the car and drove to Dana's office. I hope I'm not late yet. It's embarrassing. I check myself in the mirror. Perhaps my haggard later encounters Dana.I should be more likely to know him better. I will not allow him to beat him. I am a model, and besides being a model, I have great pride. I hope my kids are in the shop too. I wish I could handle them again. I gradually put myself into the lives of my children. I want them to know that I am their real mother. I parked my car and slowly walked out and walked to the entrance. My forehead twitched as I noticed that Dana was looking away. There was a glass of wine and while holding it in his hand and with tears streaming down his cheek and rubbing it quickly, Remon didn't even notice it. I walked gracefully and opened the door. Dana looked at me for a moment and wiped her tears away, then approached me for a hand and a hand. I can feel the heavy baggage on my chest, I feel pity, and I don't know if I can hug her or ask if there is a problem. But I don't want to intervene in their lives. My children is what I wanted. Nothing else. "Hi Dana, I'm sorry if I'm late." I said, and when I looked at Dana, she seemed to be sleepy and drunk. I said, "No, it's okay, just a few reviews that you sign and after that we can plan about the future project," she explained, and I noticed her holding back her tears as she spoke to me. I wasn't satisfied until I didn't know what the two were in "Are you okay, Dana? I used to notice that you were crying before I could enter your office." I wiped her tears with the tissue. I reached for my side. If I was the one who married Remon then, would I do the same and would I be with him? "I'm sorry, I don't have a lot of friends and my cousins are very busy in their own lives. That's why I don't have people where I can open up my problems, but the weight is really heavy," I quickly embraced Dana. I felt so annoyed. I can see that she is a good woman. And I didn't really need to be angry with Dave. I have a problem with my family and I don't know what I'm going to do. I want to go on vacation. "She said as she wiped her tears away and hugged me. I swallowed Dana's words. "I'm really tired, Yhra. I'm cheating over and over again." What do you want to say and tell me? This means that Remon has a different woman. This is getting interesting. "Just let it out, do what you want, Dana. It's not bad to give yourself a break. Rest until you feel okay." It turned away from hugging me and I grabbed her a handkerchief again, with tears in her tears. "There is no end to the problem, Dana. You only have the option of going in one direction.Be strong for you and your children," I smile bitterly. They are my daughters. I am really the mother of the children who are with them. "Yes, you're an angel. So I also agreed to be our business partner since I already know your background." My forehead twitched and my twitter was so good. How could he know my background? It means even Remon and my children know him. "I mean, your father has a good reputation. I don't even ask my relatives for help. They just look at me down, like I can't stand myself." I pity her now. She is not that happy about the life she is living. It is true that there is still pressure everywhere he puts it. I grinned and then patted his shoulder. I look straight into her eyes and show my genuine smile. "Rest, don't be afraid or worried. Where you want, I'll just support you, Dana." I grabbed her hand and hold it. So that I can help my children and get their hearts while you are in Dana. The person who is in trouble is easy to rotate. Dana is barely living now. And Remon's bullshit really hurts the head. Soon, Dana will be with me and I will know the answers to the questions that have been on my mind before. "I'm so lucky really, Yhra. Thank you so much, but I don't have a bucket list or plan where I should start." I tap her shoulder and she's here. My speed was pity and softened. Yes, he should not be judged right away. But I didn't want to be interested in her life back then. If he tells me, I'll ask. I need to restrain myself. Make my children a priority for me. I opened my phone and showed my bucket lists. The first is Cebu. It was so beautiful and the churches there were really amazing. "This is the first on my list. I believe that I must start my journey where I take strength and ask for safety. Maybe I am not that religious of a person. But I still do. It's not bad to ask for a blessing For you to travel and let you heal as you travel," Dana listened carefully and held my hand. "Thank you so much. I'm sorry that I don't really have any other friends or close things. My parents say that I need to be independent, but they can't see that I'm trying. But it's not working." "I am not happy in my marriage." I stared at her for a moment and quickly wiped her tears away. "I don't want to leave my children. But I am tired of the mess. The world is so messy that I entered it. I regret what I did. It makes me wonder if I hadn't forced it, if I wouldn't be ruined and stressed out in this situation," she sobs and stands up.Tears wipe and cover the face. "I say too much, rest room first. Drink some wine if you want, Yhra." After she said it, she walked away. I took a glass and dragged wine into the glass. Back to sitting and leaning. There was no one to tell me to smoke inside, but I went to the balcony and lit some cigarettes. I was even more surprised. What does Dana say? Although I want to hire a private investigator, it is impossible. It has been a long time and the person I am investigating is just very rich and heavy. My curiosity will kill me. I don't want to talk to Remon anymore because I can't get the answer there besides being punished and having my anger for a few months. I had to drive a parked car in the parking lot, and it was coming to me. holding a folder. Earlier, after Rashid saved me, he was on the other side of the road. Now I feel like I'm going to slap it anytime; it's frustrating to see Remon's face. I can't feel the pain anymore because I love her. The pain I experience and feel is full of anger, resentment, and pain. Why did I love it? It had nothing to do with me before. I was hurt, thrown and thrown away. Then I loved it then. So he thought I was going to this day, my big fool.She shows that she looks so low. Because if he doesn't think so, so low. Even though we have been apart for a long time, he will respect me as a woman and a man who talks to him properly even though I am a jerk. Between us was the balcony railing. It reached the folder to me and I stared at it, his hand holding a folder. "What am I going to do there? I'm warning you now. Stop being mad at me and give me what I want." I scratched the folder and glanced at Remon again. I look at what's inside the folder. My eyes widened at the pictures that were here and how Carlo was planning. My fur stood up because since my first hospital work and I was studying, I had been a picture of my room, and it was Carlo. He is fucking crazy. How did he do that? Where was he? Why so many people? My heart beat drops for a second when I see a picture of mine. Remon and I were in the room and had pictures of us at home and all. This means that it is up to date until ReMon and I are away. "That man is fucking insane. Actually, I got that result after a year. I broke up with you." He held my hand, but I slapped it with a very strong stare at it. How dare he act like nothing happened after he got married to Dana and started his wife's own shop? What does he want to be with me? I will not allow myself to be silly. Then he knew. Why did he torture me? "Do you hear yourself, Remon? I was very annoyed at you. At first, you know that I have no fault with you. But why did you change and let me suffer?" I pushed him and slapped his face again. Even though I was slapping that I didn't feel better, it made me crave more. Slap him hard. "You can't understand Yhra. I made a mistake. But I know how much I suffered and where I was wrong. I swear, I just got stuck," he said and tried to touch my face, but I slapped his hand again. "It's not my fault that Remon. Did you know that I suffer too much? My children are not next to me. I sleep at night with this burden that I have had since that day you left. Do you know how hurt I was? Don't say that you were the one who was carrying everything. But I stay. I never left you at the time of a problem. I'll stay even if you keep hurting me." I threw the folder into Remon's face and would have turned away because a stick was gone. He reached for my hand and his eyes were begging me now. When I feel sorry, I lose. I wanted to make her feel the pain and my anger back then. "Yhra, please. Let's fix this," I chuckle and look at him. "How can we fix this problem? At first you had the answer, but you ignored it." "I didn't open that folder because I believe that you're happy with him." I took a deep breath and smiled at him. "Do I look happy now, Remon? Where's the reaction and part of my life?" I asked here and wiped my tears. Carlo ruins everything. His obsession broke everything that I had in my life. He ruined my life as well as his own happiness. "We cannot fix this rule. Focus on the life you choose. All I want is to be with my son. Nothing else." I turned away from it and started walking away. "I'll take them to your condo tomorrow," I smiled widely, but Remon didn't see it because I turned away. "I'll watch them."

"The number you have dialed is either unattended or out of coverage. Please try-" I was too annoyed to walk and rest as I held the cigarette in my other hand. "Fuck this cheater!" Why does it feel like he will ditch me if I throw my phone on my bed and get the red wine from the side table? From what he said in the past, he seems to be cheating on me. I came out of my room while the cup and cigar were in my hands. The smoke in the air played slowly. Why would I expect him to follow the conversation if he first cheated on me? I canceled all of my appointments just to be with my children and to talk to them now. I quickly wiped my tears and took off the robe I was wearing, the heat I felt. My neck was like a knot, my head was sore, and I was getting sick. My migraine and hangover are killing me now. "Liar, as always," I whispered as I violently lowered the wine glass to the center table and stood up to shower to reduce my headache and my thoughts. "What makes you so?" I walk to my room while I am naked. I tried to call him again, but nothing. I could not contact Remon. He did not answer my calls, even though I had called him. I didn't get angry and annoyed with her now. The clarity of what he told me was that he would take my children. I don't know if Dana has left. I can only say one thing: he lied to me a few years later. He didn't really change. He seems to have no hope of changing. I just want to see my twins. I want to be with them and see them. All those years I've been looking for them and I'm not with them because of their dad's greed. If I just do what he said, he'll show me my children when I have something to prove to him. I will do everything to make my dreams possible. Although it was difficult, I did it. Not for Remon, for my children. I dreamed and worked hard until I achieved that dream. But I have nothing else to ask for every day that goes by but to be with them. After that night, I promised myself that I wouldn't beg like that again. I would never do anything that could give me pain. "You asshole!" I shouted as I stabbed the cigarette filter loudly and entered the bathroom. But a few moments between the doorbell and the next doorbell, I was annoyed, and the doorbell made a noise. But I lost my annoyance. What if Remon is with my children now, so much so that he is doing the doorbell now? I was dressed and wearing a robe again. My hair was fixed. Take a deep breath and walk to the door. My forehead twitched, and something was wrong. I opened the monitor because there was a camera outside my unit, and I saw Remon on the monitor outside my condo again, just standing there, with no twins, and he was alone. My annoyance and anger were extremely irritating. He was really surprised by me to this day. Maybe he was hesitant. He thought I wasn't going to fulfill our talk of the last 4 years. What did I do for the standard he was asking for? Since then, she became pregnant with me without a standard set. every day of my life. I wish for strength. I am courageous and steadfast in every trial I go through. The people around me will never be able to underestimate me again. I will not allow myself to take advantage of all my goodness. It is exhausting to be kind to the wrong person. You will be hurt again and again. I tightened my robe strap and put the lighter in the pocket of the robe I was wearing. I took a deep breath to calm myself down a little. But it has no effect. My annoyance increased. I wanted to slap a fool and a liar today. I knocked on the door, and Remon's face opened. He looks stressed. He deserved every single moment that he felt miserable. He should have doubled down. She appears to be inebriated and out of her mind right now. He's really testing my patience now. The liar was already in a state of shock, and he was face to-face with me now. "You piece of shit, you're tricking me. Where are my children? Why are you lying?" He smirkes and looks at my body. It gives me a shiver and humbles me now. No, on the other part of my body. I can feel the glint of excitement. That guy cheated used and exploited. I know that no one touched me after we separated. But that doesn't mean that Remon is the one who can do it for me. Yes, I will find my home. But my children are my priority, not finding a new bride. I insist on registering in my mind that that look is insulting and insulting. I raised my eyebrows and crossed my arms. I am ready to kick his ass if he does something that I don't like. There was no change. Tarantado to this day. Unchanging. whereas the other day, he admitted his mistake. "Give me a reason why I'm going to show my son to you?" I'm trying my best to play it cool. Although I wanted to kick him out of the building. Was he drunk when I spoke in the past and it was like someone else was in front of me today? "I am their mother. Imagine that for four years, you have been with their mother." I retreated slightly to lean on my unit's ledge. My chest tightened as she spoke, and I knew I was fine. All the sacrifices and understanding I made for my son and Remon then. "You have no right to tell me that. Who is the one who left Mom Remon?" I asked and lit some cigarettes. It is stressful to talk to someone who has changed before the brain. Let me remind you that they don't deserve to have a father like you. You didn't listen, you were so good. Back, and now deal with it! " I slapped him hard. After one slap, I was not satisfied. I followed another slap as he stared at what he was saying to me today. I accepted him well because his actions were so stupid. I never forgot that he was the father of my children. I followed with another slap. The slap that could awaken his spirit and conscience, that slap would have reached his mind, which was very closed. He is always good at disappointing me. "Leave. I don't want to see your face at my property. Everything that you hold and hurt is ruined." I turned his back and closed the door, but he pushed the door and opened it before closing it. He pinned me on the wall and started giving me unwelcome kisses. I didn't know and I didn't know that he would do it for me. I hold on to his arm and try to push him away from me. I don't want to accept what he is feeling right now. I won't let my feelings interfere with what I planned before I went and ran for my children. All I want is to get them back to me, not to be with Remon. I know him, and I will never allow him to fall and be a fool. "Remon!" I screamed and tried to push it away, but I softened. He is caressing my thighs. My body welcomed his warm hands. He started pressing his crotch area on mine. I can feel his hardness now. I was restless. The heat spread through my whole body. I was overwhelmed by the heat that Remon made me feel right now. His lips pressed on my neck. I closed my eyes and my hands automatically wrapped around his neck, biting my own lips because I wanted to stop my unwanted moans. I can feel that I am soaked down there. No, this is not right. I should stop him now, but how? How can I stop him if my body is willing to agree with Remon's wishes now? "I miss you, Yhra." He pressed his body against mine, and his hands moved independently, squeezing and teasing my boobs at the nipples. I cannot stop my moans now. It feels like I have already reached the climax, even though the replay has not started yet. My body misses his big and rough hands. His touch and kisses. It's like he hasn't touched me before. Everything he touches is the sensitive part of mine again, even though my body is used to it before. "Remon," I moan when he starts nibbling my breasts, teasing my nipples. His other hand touches my pussy. I can feel his smirk when he feels the wetness down there. My knees and thighs are weak now. It feels like I will collapse at anytime. I have no energy to stand up now. Remon rose and picked me up. He closed the door and walked in the direction of my sofa. It takes three steps before he places me there carefully. I took a deep breath, and after that breath, his lips touched my folds. I didn't notice that he was kneeling and his face was on my thighs now. My hands start pulling his hair and pressing hard against my folds. I'm getting crazy now. I can feel that I am near. I'm about to come. "Oh my God, Remon!" I shout and try to close my thighs when his two hands are inserted into my vagina. His eyes are focused on my reactions now. My hands are on both sides of the sofa. I bite my lip and close my eyes. But he shook his finger widely. My mouth is open now, moaning louder and clearer now. "Remon!" I shouted when I finally came. My body was weak. It looks like I'm going to sleep now. I feel weak and tired even though all I do is moan and shout his name. I almost closed my eyes until Rem started removing his shirt and pants now. Even though my eyes were closed, I was in a bad mood when I saw how huge he was now. I mean, yes, he is fucking huge. But now it's much bigger and I gulp when he kneels again and sucks my tummy. Leaving a mark while his eyes are locked on mine. "You're all mine now, Yhra." Remon began rubbing his head against my folds, and I could feel the tickle on mine. It's like his lips are still licking it, but now it's hard and round. "Still mine," remon mumur, and start penetrating his penis into mine; it feels like heaven, and despite the stinging sensation inside, this isn't my first.But it's like the first time. My voice starts making noises that I haven't done for many years. I haven't heard myself like this before. It's been a long time since I felt a dick inside mine. "Jesus Christ." Remon starts building up his pace. His beast is unleashed now. Remon holds my knees and uses force to reach the wall inside mine. But he reached it effortlessly. just a while ago. "Yhra!" Remon hissed and slammed his hard body on mine, as if I were melting and getting smaller now. It's getting harder and harder now. Remon never disappoints me in bed. He bites his lips and his other hand finds its own way to my neck. I close my eyes as I look up, so he can choke me well. "It's all mine, Yhra!" Remon shouted, and I could feel it getting tight on my neck. I just smile and release what I have held back lately.

As Remon and I discussed after that night, I was with the kids and was in the middle of a flight to their remon farm.   They look clueless and ask where is Dana. They are looking for Danary. It makes my heart die a little. But I couldn't do anything yet. I can't demand or rush the process. I can't tell that they are not the mother of the woman they are. Maybe I am their mother by blood. But Dana does my job when Remo takes them away from me.   I was in the passenger seat and Remon drove. The children are in the back, sleeping and tired of crying because they are looking for what they think is their mother. I took a deep breath and looked at the trees we were going through. The hardships I still complain about. He can take away my twins in a snap of his hands. I have to plan and turn Remon's head so I can recover them. I don't really expect much from him. That night he touched and fucked me is like nothing. I can't feel any intimate feelings from that night. It's purely sex between two ex-lovers. I also need to raise my fence. I have a bad feeling and hopefully not to know what I am.   "Yhra to earth," Remon said, and smiled at me. Those smiles. I saw it before, when I was pregnant with the twins. I just realized that my family is complete. But the two of us know that we're all right now. It's unfortunate that my twins can't call me mom. Then I couldn't force them to call me their mom.   It's killing me deep inside. I didn't think of such a situation. I wanted to be with them, but I couldn't think right and right. This is the result of my hard work.   "What again, remonise?" I promise you, with irritation in my voice, my eyes automatically roll three hundred sixty degrees.   "Papa, I just want to ask where Mama is." She said, "She wants to have a rest and then she is not here with us." I look at him and caress his pinkish cheeks. Previously, their twins were Cassianna and Lessiana, but my mom forgot to tell me that my son was a boy, so she changed it to Lesandro.   "Your Mama has a misunderstanding with her Grandpa and Grandma. And some adult stuff, son, but I am here with your Aunt Yhra." Remon messed up our son's hair and smiled at Cassianna.   "You can call her mommy if you feel lonely and your mom is gone," he said casually, but the impact on me was so heavy. I want to hear them call me their mother too.   I keep hoping and dreaming, even though our situation is very complicated.   "Papa, it's embarrassing to Aunt Yhra," Cassianna said, and her cheeks blushed.   I smiled at it and rubbed her long hair with the color of my hair in chocolate.   "I don't mind baby girl, I can be your mom for the entire week," I said, and she smiled, embraced, and kissed me.She's so affectionate. Maybe Dana wasn't so close to them because I also saw that there was a chance that I couldn't see Dana's mother in the children.   "Okay, mommy for a week." Lesandro's hand held my hand and smiled as well. I kissed his forehead and let them play. Remon is watching what we do now.   He trapped me here. Even though I had a meeting after we talked, I adjusted immediately. It's a once in a lifetime opportunity. It's hard to miss it.   "Kids, don't be too nasty. Aunt Yhra has something to do with her; she just went with her since she is a good friend of mine," he said, and I couldn't help but to roll my eyes and frown at him.   "Yes, daddy," Cassianna said, "We behave so that Mommy Yhra doesn't get bored and we don't leave like Mom." I couldn't tell my children that I had something to do with Dana's leaving and leaving them.   Maybe she really deserves that break, especially if they don't love Reme.   "It's fine, babies. I'm not leaving you, and mommy loves you." I can't keep my hands off of them, maybe because they'll lose me later and I can't handle it again.   All I have to do is go to them. They are my children, and even though I know I am in pain and will be affected by what I do, I do not want to be cowardly.   "Promise?" They ask and I hug Cassianna and Lesandro.   "I promise." I promise to avoid looking at Remon. He is watching. I could see in her eyes that she was hurting too, but why did she ever regret it?   I didn't lose my anger in the chest. He knew it was first, but why didn't he chase me or go back? Whether they are married or not.   I would have accepted him then, but now. I can't be sure because I was angry and annoyed with her and why I was so upset and letting her do what she wanted wasn't for her. just for my children, nothing more.   Even I, I don't want to put color in what he does for me, now. It's all right, it's time for us to be there together.   "We are here," Remon said and turned off the engine. The twins came out first and they ran into the garden in front of the house. The farm is wide and the small lake and the trees are around.   "Yhra, we really need to talk." Remon held my hand, but I looked at his hand on my shoulder now. I try my best to hide my disgust to him, but it went out naturally.   "For what remon? It's all over we have, aren't we?" I promise to promise and humiliate my voice, I don't want to hear our kids talk.   "And that night, that was the first and last chance you could do that. If you can't respect me, I'll do it for myself Remon."   "If I let you do what you want, I will be poor and will eventually be affected." I removed her from my shoulder, got out of the car and knocked on the door.   "Yhra, you can't understand my situation," he said and I look at him like he is the most pathetic person I've ever seen in my life.   "Why am I remon, do you understand that it has been my situation for a few years that you have been with my children?" It is speechless and trying to reach my hand now.   "Don't say and stop manipulating me. If you use my kids who are scary when I don't do what you want, I'm telling you remon, don't stop," I said without breaking my stares to his eyes.   "You can't underestimate me now remon. You can't turn me back remon again."   "And this time, you're going to spin my hands. Remember that." I rubbed his neck before passing it.   I'll never beat it again, I'll take my children back.   I took the phone in my bag and called dad, maybe I really need his powers now.   "Dad, we can talk after my vacation, this is very important."

The kids started playing in the garden, and they just finished eating the snacks I prepared for them.   I lifted the shades I was wearing and then pulled out the phone to check the mail. For a few days, I could not see the urgent meetings for Papa's law firm.   I only do a catch-up at night after I read bedtime stories and let them sleep. It wasn't until my calories were over that Remon would punch me in the room.   I go out and go through the veranda when she comes in. If it wasn't for my children, I wouldn't have tolerated it.   I raised my eyebrows as Athanasia's message popped up on my messenger's chat heads. I opened it, and the gimlal was the target of the tarantada.   Before I went and went to the farm, we went out, but I had never told him that we were at the farm today. I send my selfie and pose like I am in the pictorial now.   The sound of the camera and the early travel to the site is really funny. It's been a long time since my last pictorial.   I was stuck in contact with Thana when Remon was sitting with me, holding a laptop and talking to her. I was annoyed to have to leave and approach the children.   "You can tell Aunt Yhra to come with us. We have something to go to." His warm and small hand touched mine. I could feel the warmth of his palm in my hand. I quickly become emotional when children show fun and when it comes to it.   I can't afford my children, because in any case I want to recover from them.   "Lessandro and Cassianna. It's our secret, okay?" They made a pinky promise and we walked to the pool. After that, there were trees, and the forests were next.   After we got there, they took a flower and the twins prayed about what they were going to eat.   "Oh, don't fight the kids. Whom are you giving to?" I asked them and turned my face to them. Sandro held the blue flower and Cassi was holding her.   "Mama said that her favorite color is blue. That is why I picked blue flowers." It showed and approached the flower.   "But Mama said that red means love. I want to tell her that I love her so much that she will come home already." Cassi went and the brothers took a shower.   I smiled. But my heart is beating my heart now, honestly. I am entitled to my children.I could not fight against my rights because I was weak and quickly turned around.   I also don't know what is right and the next time I have to do it. I was guilty because I knew I had a fight. But I became weak for my children and myself.   This is the fruit of their labor, but they would not have claimed my son. Because I'm the mom, not Dana. I'll make sure he can't go home until I get my children back.   But the pain is because I heard it from them. I want to shout that I'm their mother, not Dana. I was supposed to call them Mom, because I was the one who gave birth to them for nine months.   I wiped my tears and smiled at them, "Keep those two flowers, kids. Whatever you give to your mom, she will accept it. Because she loves you so much." I rubbed their heads and hugged them once.    My heart is beating. It is very painful and sad. As their mother, all I want is to recover them. Nothing else. Because no one can match the children, the husband will quickly change and find. However, no amount can match the value of a child.   I whispered, "I love you," as I glanced. As the two of them hugged, there was no guarantee how long we would be together. But I will take advantage while they are by my side.    We were holding hands back home and they went with their nanny to bathe because the twins were sweating. Remon had come up and his two hands were in his pocket now.   "Did you enjoy it? You seem to be getting the kids inside," he said, and I am a bit confused. I don't know if that is praise or if Remon is insulting me today.    "You know what's happier?" I walked to the bar counter and got a Chivas Regal there. I slowly sipped the glass after I translated it.   "If I can recover my children, that woman is not their real mother. And if I were with you, that would be a decision. Because when I recover my children, you will not see any children." I dropped the glass and sat down on the high stool. Remon approached my chair and put both his hands on my side.   "If you did something, do you think your kids would be happy? Will you stay away from them just for your own decision?" He asked and looked straight into my eyes. Those stares make me feel uncomfortable now.   It makes me feel uneasy, strange and I don't know how to break that gaze, I feel like I'm trapped in Remon's eyes and looks now. He is trying to manipulate me.   "That is the consequences of your actions, Remon." I pushed her chest slightly to get away from me. Because his face is so close to my face right now.   "You are the one who is reckless from the very start. In the hospital, Laguna and lastly. What you see. You decide on no basis." I looked it in the eyes and then smiled.   "You can't blame me if I decide for their own good. If you were, you would like to lie to your children and throw away the person without a basis. Change me remon,"   "I will do what I want. Don't blame me and convince you for your own will."   "You just killed the yhra who is stupid and stupid, time change. Hope you too," I said before leaving the hight stool and walked up to the house.

I brushed my son's hair while his older brother played the ball with Remon. They are very happy because we are swimming today at a nearby farm resort.   "I really miss my mom," Cassianna said while looking at her Barbie doll. I smile bitterly. If only you knew I was your mother, and I'm just beside her.   I can't count how many times I have cried because of the words my children say.   I turned to face it and smiled. She closed her eyes when I caressed her hair. "If your mom is here now, what do you say to her?" I asked and she slowly opened her eyes. She pout and thought. Remeon's eyes when he gets used to it.   True, I was more than happy with Lessandro, comparing Cassianna to my only eye.   "I will tell you now." I smiled and nodded, removing the fugitive hair from her face, and she seemed to be ashamed of me now.   "Yes, let's act like I am your mom. Now go, say what you want." I leaned on her side and avoided her, so she could watch her smile in front of me now.   I need to be satisfied with what I'm getting right now. I wish if I were to take them back to Remon, they would be close to me and they would love me more than Dana. even though it seems impossible to yawn. I can't give up if this is the only way. I will fight until I run out.   "Okay Aunt. But don't tease me?" I nodded and watched him speak. preventing me from crying because I should have been his upbringing. I should have been the first to see him.   "I missed you so much. Go home; I want us to sleep. I also want to taste your baked mac every Sunday." Cassianna gently wipes away her tears. It hugged me and swallowed him in my chest.   It was as if my heart was pounding in pain. I shouldn't have asked him, because Dana was the only person he was talking about. That should be me, to cook and prepare their stuff every morning.   "Don't cry, okay? Your mom will go home too. Maybe she needs to rest. Let's give her some space that she needs." I smiled and I still caressed her hair.   Sometimes, I ask myself. If I deserve it all, how long do I accept and deny the pain I feel every day?   My son, but the wound would not heal if Remon was with me. Every time I saw him, my chest pain returned. The trauma he brought to my life   I thought all the wounds were good, but they weren't. I bleed myself, just because I want to take them back. But how do I know that the kids might not accept it? And Dana is still looking for them eventually.   I couldn't breathe now. I turned away from Cassianna and smiled at my son. Only me and Remon know that I'm their real mother.   "I have two kids too," I promised, and Cassianna looked at me. "But they are not with me, adult things." I rubbed her cheek and smiled.   "But if I am your mom, I will say that I missed you too. And when I get home, son, Mom will recover from you. even if it's not Sunday. I will cook and bake mac and sing some lullabies every night."   "I will show you how much I love you, I am sure. That's what your mom will tell you too." I got up and ran away from Cassianna. I can't control my tears now.   I went to the wall and went there. I looked at the sky. The rain was dark and it was dark. I don't want to go back to the farm. It is not because I run away from my children and will waste the opportunity. But for a few weeks, Dana was looking for them with open mouths.   I am having a hard time. I am fighting against uncertainty. So I can withdraw the kids. But the question is, will they be happy with me? Will they accept me as their mother?   I know Remon. She believes her own happiness is important and she can't admit she's wrong. If he can clean up and blame others, he does. I don't know how I fell into being that kind of person.   I thought back then that he was going to change. But when we became more closed, his brain was closed. I can't predict him. It is very difficult to know the way of the human mind as it is.   I walked to the bench and sat there, pulling out the cigarette I had everywhere. This is the only way to make me calm and exhale all of the nasty shits that I received for the whole day. I had to endure everything. Everything and words that hurt me.   All in all, Dana was all I heard every day. It's tormenting me. I want better days to come. But why am I having so much more fun in this situation?   "You smoke again." Remon took the lighter and walked away from me. I smirked and kidnapped the lighter back.   I simply said, "Leave me alone; I have no desire to lose you again." I blew the smoke. Maybe I act like I am strong. But I was also tired and hurt.   "Kids will see you smoking, Yhra." He tried to hold my hold but I turned it away.   "So what? I'm not their mom, aren't you? You can't even tell them the truth when you're banning me from what I want?" It sat down next to me and went.   "Yhra, it's been years and actually. I am willing to confess what is my mistakes. But it's hard."   "You're having a hard time because you still think you're right all the time." I turned to face him and smiled bitterly.   "Diba, even though you knew you were wrong when you found out that you didn't see that everything was just framed. Did you admit your mistakes? Are you sorry for what you did?"   "It's too late, Yhra." He tried to reach my hand, but I avoided it. Next time my tears flow now.   "There is nothing late to ask for forgiveness, keep that in your mind." I lowered my hand and took the cigarette out of my lips.   "You know Yhra, honestly. My feelings for you never changed." It stares at me now. He tried to reach my hand and I let it go.   "How did you say you really loved me then, say Remon?" I asked and he looked surprised on my question.   "For me, you didn't love me at all. How did I say that?" I took a deep breath and smile bitterly.   "You never sacrificed for our relationship before. You only have a relationship with us. So don't say you love me, and you still love me. Make sure you really love me then, before you let go of the word hard to stand."   "I was repeatedly brought to what you said to me before, loving you was the biggest mistake that I've done," I continued to look straight into his eyes.   "I wish I had reported to the police and I was joking when you first dropped my people. I know my mistakes, and hopefully. You too, you know the mistakes you made." I got up and walked away.   It was as if I couldn't stand it that I could handle everything, for my children. I have no place in their lives, for what else.